What’s difficult about the rain is that you can’t see very clearly. I feel like I’ve been in the rain for a very long time. It’s just been a really really rough path and a lot of difficulties that life has thrown my way. I’ve had some relief from that rain lately and I have felt like I can see myself more clearly now which is good but it can be really difficult as well.
Somebody made a comment to me about how much happier I seem and what a **BLEEP** I used to be. I know the comments that hurt the most are the ones I either know to be true or fear to be true. With the rain, came some storms and after the storm there is inevitably some debris. Sometimes there are people who feel compelled to pick that debris up and throw it in your face. I cannot deny that it REALLY REALLY hurt me to hear that and I’m struggling with what to do with it. Maybe there is nothing I can do with it. Maybe I just have to hear it, accept it and move on.